I've been out on the west coast for a little over a year now. Things have changed.
I've let go of someone I truly loved and the person whom I gave too much love to and in the midst of all this, I've reflected on my mistakes, sometimes at length, and have been able to leave things behind and final. Something I had a hard time doing all my life in some respects. I've found that forgiveness is possible and trust can sometimes be re-gained. If you just let go and love sometimes it improves your spirit.
I miss the little guy I used to be able to be completely myself with. I wish I could connect with him now. I learned so much from him. He is truly the angel in my life and to honor him, a favorite picture above.
